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My Adoptee Story

There are many PodCasts about adoption, not so many about being an adoptee. Very different experiences. I am bringing to light to what it is like to be an adoptee. The feelings, situations, etc. This is a safe place to share my story, and the stories of others who have had this experience.

Everyone has their own experience of what being adopted means to them. Their own way of dealing with the experience. There is no judgment here. There will be guests ts telling thier stories. And it will evolve fairly organically

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Learning the science behind the feelings of abandonment.

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Learning the science behind the feelings of abandonment.